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082910

following Him is like playing an arcade game that never ends: the moment you think its over, you are faced with a bigger challenge.

as i am actively seeking to be a son, i only face more difficulties, i see the things i lack, it is just too crazy. like a circus with no director leading it.

but i just dont see the director, JC who is keeping everything in check.

living life is like this: you have five dollars. that is ALL you have. this lottery cost 5 dollars. but you heard that if you win it, you can will billions of dollars. and you KNOW the combination to win the lottery. however, you need to BUY the ticket which costs EVERYTHING you have. are you going ALL OUT?

lets keep it real

082710

it is a good feeling being home
not worry about anything
just simply being home

as much as i love San Diego, Palmdale and Claremont
my home is where my dad,mom and brother is.

when will i feel like that when i think of the brothers and sisters in Christ?
long way to go.

082510

as i leave to korea, i cant help but think, "i travel and move around A LOT"

and it made me think about all those times i was on the road in China.

i really miss china.

082410

everything must be personal

082010

i wonder if Big J was ever just RAW
well that is impossible i guess.

I need a sandpaper in my life. someone. some events. some situations that are going to SHAPE me.

at the same time, His followers were ROUGH. like NFL rough. are we suppose to learn from their mistakes?

081810

let us seek you

081210

maybe i need some rest. physically.

080610

Rubbish

not to us